blarg...life sucks. but what can you do? Friends are on the side of the ones who ruined my life, but they still want to be friends with me...how does that work?

DraconionDevil has made me a bit happier which is always good. he's there for me, if he wasn't the burns would've gotten worse and there would be one less Invisible Monster in the world.

I have a lot of good friends i can rely on, even if i see a bit stupid once in a while...Dejara, dudemic, and JMP08, are great examples...without them and DraconionDevil, my life would have ended a while ago

oh but the confusion, friends tell me their on the edge, yet, i can help them, but i can't help me...

once you're in love you realize that you'll do anything to keep that person, or in some cases gain that person. you'd give up the world to make them happy. i feel this way about all my friends, and about the one that i believe to be my true match. i just wish that the world didn't have to be cruel to my friends and that they could live carefree instead of having many problems to deal with, maybe it would take a load off me too...


but you can never know what life would be like if just one thing were changed...so i will continue to sit in confusion wondering...What if